I wanted you to be the last thing on my mind, I wanted you to be my happiest hello and my hardest goodbye.
But I don't want to go through the journey with you to know I was a false hope. I know I've cheated, I've lied, I've ignored the truth, but I could never lie towards my feelings of youth.
Intoxicating myself with nicotine to numbed myself from all these feelings and emotions, because knowing that our souls are separated by oceans.
I'm a person with problems and scars, I'm more damaged than the sunken titanic ship, because I'm always full of it.
(Oleh: Mohammad Fahri Husaeni, Mahasiswa Pendidikan Sosiologi 2017)